This whole week totally did nothing in camp. Sleep at 4am and wake up at 2pm everyday. Now my bio-clock is so weird. I cant even sleep in the middle of the night. Moreover i have to book in soon for the CNY celebration. Then at 2pm book out, then at night book in again for guard duty. Few days more to CNY already lor, but i havent done any shopping yet. But i doubt i will buy any stuff ba, cos i am seriously broke. Haiz. My diners club bill was $366 this month. Speechless.
This week alot of things happened also. I really wanna thank Yixian, Candy and Agnes. Especially Yixian, thanks for picking up the calls and listen to my neverending conversation. Thanks.
But after talking in and out out and in, conclusion? Still dont know. Think this will really go on for quite sometime ba. Let fate decide it. All i know now is that, i wan everything to get better. And continue. So that when either of us is happy, the other party will be happy too. Maybe, i cant control anymore. Like what Agnes say, if we can control, everything will not be called love anymore. Maybe the reason being because its love, that is why we have to go through all these thick and thin together.
May we be happier and stop all these unnecessary fights. I will try. Hope you will too, because your happiness is the only solution to the our unhappiness. Lets go through these, together, (forever).
No comments:
Post a Comment